Polygamy

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010





Confessions of a Dream
Tragic flaw
was the love of the people...
and how I pictured a world so just and equal...
and how I cared so much--
but I didn't care enough...
and how things pushed me down --
but I was just too tough...
edges were too rough.
I WANTED CHANGE.
And I looked everywhere...
and even in me--
but I did this all self -conscientiously.
Holding myself against me ?
And I just couldn't see...
the sense in this.
So I pictured this...
I will be the change...
I must rearrange...
the feelings of animosity ,
and replace it with some curiosity...
about a world so sweet ,
sugar can't compete.
A world so right
it would never be wrong...
to do what you want .
To get what you need
and to succeed
no matter the nature , the color or creed
of a person.
Us as people
and we are all equal.
No doubt that we could do it.
If we put our soul , heart and minds to it.
We all have to pursue it.
And I will not be afraid.
No! I will not be afraid to be real and start
something the Higher Being has for us all to finish.
And only as one.
One.





I
use to wake up wishing I can be Stevie Wonder



Stevie Wonder - Master Blaster (Jammin')





Gyani's Mommy.
Time is of the essence
and magazines like Ebony,
my black and beautiful Queen.
Stone washed denim jeans
or styling a form fitted outfit
your aura busting out through the seams.
Why I love you and decided to finally tell you so,
at this moment in time
that always seems to never come but go.
You're a vital part of this world.
A vision out of this world.
A universal dream.
Sacred woman I have seen what they've done to you.
How they bother and holler and boo.
But all in all you will come through.
The power invested in you.
The blessings the Creator has gave you
and will continue to give.
Brighter than any ROYGBV.
Whether or not you're alive , you will live
in spirit
in love
in all the peace of me.







Do your little bit of good where you are; it's those little bits of good put together that overwhelm the world. - Bishop Desmond Tutu





Relationship is the substance of our connections: things like family or blood relatives, as well as covenant relationship like marriage or adoption. Even beyond that, relationship can also be defined by association (church family, workplace, neighborhoods, students, etc.), or just the frequency in which we connect with people (if I see someone often, then I might say I have a relationship with them).
- Dan Lentz

I never did give them hell. I just told the truth, and they thought it was hell.-H Truman

Hello Role Models
















Simply Red - Holding Back The Years

King Floyd - What Our Love Needs

King Floyd - Groove Me


When I hear about lights at the end of the tunnel, I realize I was never in a tunnel it was just my fear closing my eyes and causing me to look in one perspective...I was blindsided. It was at this time that I decided that I too must allow my self to see. So I today I drive ...and I see the darkness but within that darkness I see light..and because of that I feel as if the light isn't that far off in the distance.
If I allow myself to become consumed by the dark..I will act in dark. I will become overly depressed. For I believe because we can get angry and sad , we should use these emotions. When we are angry we react but turn your anger into a progressive thought and then you act proactively. Anger burns the soul if you let it sit...but do let it park for a little while...so change can come about.

More than going to Spelman College and being "academically inclined"...I want to get out to the people and actually do something ...for the working class...decease be to the black and bourgeis.

What makes us faulty is not our lack of intelligence but its our lack of wisdom and the ability to actually hear with both our hearts and ears

If you do not know your HISTORY and you do not slay your EGO - YOU WILL FAIL.

Tupac feat. Elton John - Ghetto Gospel - Music video + Lyrics

The Red Sun Sinks At Last Into The Hills Of Gold.

Lil Bobby. 7:21:10


Because you were first and foremost,
Today I'm closer to toasting
and not trying to be the biggest egotistical boaster.
I feel you.
On the ground of truth was the only placed you lied
On the ground of truth was the only placed you lied
On the ground of truth was the only placed you lied
On the ground of truth was the only placed you lied
just so I could un-bend my back and walk erect
so that we could fly
life's in full view when you're in the sky..
steady watching
steady rocking between
revolutionary suicide and reactionary suicide.

To die with purpose and to know it was all worth it and you'd probably actually would most likely do it all again knowing the outcome.
Because remembering you forever and keeping truth alive is a won.
But all we wanna do is win.
We dive head first into sin and worldly pleasures
not knowing that this is a 1/4 of a centimeter in life's measure.

Like bowling pins they will not us down...
but we have to ll realize like bowling pins we will get up


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Nas - Queens Get the Money (Music Video)


My Thinking and Being has been Altered...Forever.



I might not be the perfect girlfriend but I'll be the custom fit...

http://denverabc.wordpress.com/political-prisoners-database/abdul-majid/


Abdul Majid

Abdul Majid

On October 23, 2009, according to the Jericho Movement, Abdul was transferred from Green Haven Corr. Facility. According to the New York Anarchist Black Cross, he was transferred to Elmira Corr. Facility. His new address is:

Abdul Majid #83-A-0483
Elmira Correctional Facility
PO Box 500, 1879 Davis St
Elmira, New York 14902-0500

Personal Background

Abdul Majid is a native of Queens New York and has been imprisoned for two decades. In the 1960s, he worked in the Grass Roots Advisory Council, an anti-poverty program. In the late 60s Abdul joined the Black Panther Party and the Republic of New Afrika. Abdul was involved in many of the community-based programs of the BPP including the free health clinic, free breakfast for children program, and efforts to decentralize the public schools and the police department.

After the BPP was destroyed by the FBI’s COINTELPRO program, Abdul worked as a paralegal at Bronx Legal Services.


New York Officer Killed, Manhunt Begins
On the night of April 1981, two NYPD officers were fired on by two suspects during a traffic stop. Police claim that the stop was in connection with several burglaries, while they also claim the van was pulled over because of its connection to the liberation of Assata Shakur from a New Jersey prison.

Regardless of the reason for the stop, the occupants exited the car and opened fire on the police, shooting both officers- killing one officer, John Scarangella and injuring the other.

A few days after the shooting, police began circulating a folder of “suspects” which consisted exclusively of former members of the Black Panther Party and their associates. Bashir and Abdul (James York and Anthony LaBorde) were identified in the media as chief suspects and targets of a “shoot to kill” manhunt.

Bashir was arrested in August 1981 in South Carolina. Abdul was arrested in Philadelphia in January, 1982 and was brutally beaten by police after his arrest.

Legal Case

Over a five-year period, Bashir and Abdul were tried three times for this incident, the main witness being a man who was hypnotized by the police. Their first trial ended in a hung jury divided along racial lines. The second trial was declared a mistrial by the judge immediately after the jury rendered a decision that acquitted Bashir on the murder charge. The third trial was presided over by Judge Gallagher (son and brother of a cop). Throughout the trial, cops harassed Abdul and Bashir’s family members and supporters. A racially stacked jury in the third trial returned a guilty verdict and sentenced Abdul and Bashir to 33 1/3 years to life.

Life in Prison

During Majid’s imprisonment, he was beaten by prison guards, and was originally awarded $15,000 in compensation.

That compensation, however, was reversed when in 2006 a Dutchess County jury ruled that Abdul must pay $42 million in civil damages to the family of the New York City police officer he is charged with shooting and his partner who was injured in the gunfight. The money Abdul would have received for being beaten by guards instead was included in the millions of dollars he has to pay to the police officers and their families. Abdul will never make near that much money, so instead the families will automatically take anything he earns of $50 while he serves his 33 years to life sentence in prison.

Appealing their Case

For the past fifteen years, although Abdul and Bashir have been forced to live behind bars, as political prisoners they have continued to challenge injustice. In 1996, Abdul and Bashir’s lawyers went before the Court of Appeals in Albany, New York. They argued the District Attorneys, in violation of the law, systematically excluded Blacks from the jury. This assertion by the defense team was clearly borne out by District Attorney Gregory Lasak. During a 1992 evidentiary hearing, D.A. Lasak attempted to justify to the Court why Blacks had been excluded by stating that

“These cop-killing revolutionaries had gotten away in two previous trials and this was probably our last chance to get them. We couldn’t take the chance of those religious people serving as jurors in this trial.”

Predictably, the courts denied their appeal.

Cointelpro and the Suppression of Evidence

The government has been very uncooperative about turning over requested documents being sought by supporters of Abdul under the Freedom of Information Act. During the three trials there were deliberate acts by law enforcement agencies to hide certain evidence helpful to the defense. Attorneys are still in the process of trying to make law enforcement agencies turn over all evidence in this case.

Harassment in Prison

Since their imprisonment, repression against the Queens Two has only increased. Abdul Majid has been harassed, seriously assaulted twice, and denied proper medical treatment as a result of the assaults. He has also been refused certain programs offered to general population because of his political background.

Hameed Bashir, fellow Queens Two Passes Away

Hameed Bashir, a devout Muslim continued to apply his religious and political principles to struggle against injustice and racism behind the walls. As a result of his activities, Bashir gained the widespread respect of prisoners.

In 1987, he was transferred after being targeted as an alleged organizer of a strike. He spent three years in solitary confinement, not as a result of disciplinary infractions, but solely due to his political and religious beliefs.

Throughout 2007-2008, Bashir became seriously ill and was delayed adequate medical treatment. As a result, his health continued to fail. On August 30, 2008, Bashir Hameed passed away.

Abdul Majid

Abdul Majid


ABDUL MAJID is a native of Queens New York and has been imprisoned for two decades. In the 1960s, he worked in the Grass Roots Advisory Council, an anti-poverty program. In the late 60s Abdul joinec the Black Panther Party and the Republic of New Afrika. Abdul was involved in many of the community-based programs of the BPP including the free health clinic, free breakfast foi children program, and efforts to decentralize the public schools and the police department. Abdul was targeted by the FBI and was charged and convicted of murder and attempted murder. He and his co-defendant, Bashir Hameec were tried three times. There first trial ended in a hung jury divided along racial lines. The second trial was declared a mistrial by the judge immediately after the jury rendered a decision that acquitted Bashir on the murder charge. At a third trial, they were eventually convicted for murder. Abdul was sentenced to 33 years to life.

Monday, July 19, 2010

[7/19/10 11:30:37 PM]i spilled my bottle of water 4 times today

[7/19/10 11:30:48 PM]all on my bed
[7/19/10 11:30:51 PM] will i drown
[7/19/10 11:30:57 PM]in my sea of dreams tonight?

and i thank you for being an addition to my life subtracting negativity and dividing your heart and soul so that my mind can multiply<3



Listening to this beautiful melody , I realized opposites are not that different to begin with...
I love the sun very much but I love the rain...even more?

I use to love to be warm..inside.
but I am starting to understand why the mystics dance and pray in the Himalayas.


Its something about the cold.
The still.



thats making me realize.
but only when i'm blind....

KISSES - Bermuda


"I'm so fake ...I got made in China on the bottom of my lip...WATCH WHAT I SAY"

everyone knows it all now a days.
we know oh so much.
I guess now we all know too much. We all deep and smart. We gave God his name..
Ya'll be frontin like ya'll got pull... the only pull you got is the wool over your eyes.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

coming faster.

Seconds of Lucidity ...for the present gifts...




I've been drinking a lot of water lately...






and not only has it cleared up ailments physically ..it has made space for me to see mentally. This no attempt to be deep once again I must remind you. People forget that true genius and true intellect comes when you can reach many not the few and "exclusive". I am for the people and I don't want to prove anything ...I just want ...I just want to Love.







Before its too late....







With Khalifah's death, I have gotten some clarity. Thinking. Coming from India. Attending church service today...they all had one thing in common:







The message was and still remains that the "time" is NOW.







i really wish i could have seen how much we were alike earlier but its okay cause i got you baiii <3>thats what I tweeted...and wrote on Khalifah's wall.











Being funny but being serious and real at the same time. Doing some serious studying on Khalifah and trying to overstand his vision and philosophies has led me to see that it is possible to have someone a lot like yourself. Now I don't want anyone to think that this is an attempt to juxtapose myself next to someone like this in light of his death. No. I would never. I just see a lot clearer now...







See , Khalifah had a Rare Impression blog where he wanted to use as his outlet to not only showcase his unique and natural talent with film and graphic art but to broadcast a message. Khalifah had a lot of meaning.











Now on this blog he had little characters ...I swear when I first saw them I took small glances a them. I thought to myself back at Spelman one night in my dorm , " Remember Neoteric Skill and jellyLAME , Shapel?" but I never dug too deep.











Looking at Khalifah's stuff now..I realized we were no doubt connected mentally somehow ...like I'm sure alot of you might be...







People who know Shapel previous Spelman College remembers her graphic designs for days ...I did it in my sleep, my dreams ...I breathe ART . 24/9.

Those are previous old old logoa I had for my expired art.fashion label Neoteric SKILL , :

I took a BIG break for my passion and love of art once I got to school...being away from my Lab Kitchen a.k.a my bedroom. But now I see the Creator has called me back so that I may truly move forward....
I am blessed to have caught this and I am very happy to continue and merge and keep the memory of Khalifah and other people who passed away in my life such as my grandparents, my cousin Malik and my aunt Nandi etc. and those I never knew their name or face...

So I present to you....



A prototype an essence if you will....


Don't change the channel yet.







SANAA.

dedication and embodiment to khalifah and malik and aunt nandi coming soon...real soon=]

and i just thought again to myself
i could care less if someone reads this or not....
my blog is for me..
so maybe i shant. broadcast it so mucho.

rub me on my back and tell me baby its gon' be ok.




cause thats REAL to a king like me baby
never
ever
give my ----- away
keep it tight*





GRAND HUSTLE BABY ITS THE KING RIGHT HERE.








HAPPY BDAY SHARINE :-* MY SISTER<3