Tuesday, July 13, 2010
29 September 1991
Your date of conception was on or about 6 January 1991 which was a Sunday.
You were born on a Sunday
under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 4.
Your fortune cookie reads:
Be direct, usually one can accomplish more that way.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448528.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1991 and ending 2/3/1992.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven; your plant is Ivy.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 21 Tishri 5752.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 22 Tishri 5752.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.18.8.4 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 18 tun 8 uinal 4 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Sunday, 20 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1412 (1412-3-20).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1991.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 13 February 1991.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 19 May 1991.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1991.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 September 1991.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 12 February 1991.
As of 5/17/2009 4:49:55 PM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 212 months old.
You are 920 weeks old.
You are 6,440 days old.
You are 154,576 hours old.
You are 9,274,609 minutes old.
You are 556,476,595 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Mackenzie Crook (1971)
Bryant Gumbel (1948)
Lech Walesa (1943)
Madeline Kahn (1942)
Jerry Lee Lewis (1935)
Anita Ekberg (1931)
Stanley Kramer (1913)
Greer Garson (1908)
Gene Autry (1907)
Miguel de Cervantes (1547)
Top songs of 1991
I Do It for You by Bryan Adams
I Wanna Sex You Up by Color Me Badd
Gonna Make You Sweat by C & C Music Factory
Rush, Rush by Paula Abdul
One More Try by Timmy T.
Unbelievable by EMF
More Than Words by Extreme
I Like the Way by Hi-Five
The First Time by Surface
Baby Baby by Amy Grant
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.52054794520548 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Friday.
Your lucky number is 6.
Your ruling planet(s) is Venus.
Your lucky dates are 6th, 15th, 24th.
Your opposition sign is Aries.
Your opposition number(s) is 9.
Today is one of your lucky days!
There are 135 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.
Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1991 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1991 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1991 in the US there were 2,371,000 marriages (9.4%) and 1,187,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1991 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1991 the population of Australia was approximately 17,387,023.
In 1991 there were approximately 257,247 births in Australia.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 113,869 marriages and 45,652 divorces.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 119,146 deaths.
Your birth flower is ASTER
Your birthstone is Sapphire
The Mystical properties of Sapphire
Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli
Your birth tree is
Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary
Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement.
There are 222 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 235 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.
Copyright © 2006 Paul R. Sadowski (http://www.paulsadowski.com)
Your date of conception was on or about 6 January 1991 which was a Sunday.
You were born on a Sunday
under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 4.
Your fortune cookie reads:
Be direct, usually one can accomplish more that way.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448528.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1991 and ending 2/3/1992.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven; your plant is Ivy.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 21 Tishri 5752.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 22 Tishri 5752.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.18.8.4 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 18 tun 8 uinal 4 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Sunday, 20 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1412 (1412-3-20).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1991.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 13 February 1991.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 19 May 1991.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1991.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 September 1991.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 12 February 1991.
As of 5/17/2009 4:49:55 PM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 212 months old.
You are 920 weeks old.
You are 6,440 days old.
You are 154,576 hours old.
You are 9,274,609 minutes old.
You are 556,476,595 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Mackenzie Crook (1971)
Bryant Gumbel (1948)
Lech Walesa (1943)
Madeline Kahn (1942)
Jerry Lee Lewis (1935)
Anita Ekberg (1931)
Stanley Kramer (1913)
Greer Garson (1908)
Gene Autry (1907)
Miguel de Cervantes (1547)
Top songs of 1991
I Do It for You by Bryan Adams
I Wanna Sex You Up by Color Me Badd
Gonna Make You Sweat by C & C Music Factory
Rush, Rush by Paula Abdul
One More Try by Timmy T.
Unbelievable by EMF
More Than Words by Extreme
I Like the Way by Hi-Five
The First Time by Surface
Baby Baby by Amy Grant
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.52054794520548 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Friday.
Your lucky number is 6.
Your ruling planet(s) is Venus.
Your lucky dates are 6th, 15th, 24th.
Your opposition sign is Aries.
Your opposition number(s) is 9.
Today is one of your lucky days!
There are 135 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.
Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1991 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1991 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1991 in the US there were 2,371,000 marriages (9.4%) and 1,187,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1991 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1991 the population of Australia was approximately 17,387,023.
In 1991 there were approximately 257,247 births in Australia.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 113,869 marriages and 45,652 divorces.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 119,146 deaths.
Your birth flower is ASTER
Your birthstone is Sapphire
The Mystical properties of Sapphire
Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli
Your birth tree is
Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary
Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement.
There are 222 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 235 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.
Copyright © 2006 Paul R. Sadowski (http://www.paulsadowski.com)
Spelman Essay
"Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can." -John Wesley. Wesley's quotation could not come closer to the way I practice my life. Raised by Christian morals and a family who values their heritage , I knew that I would have to strive and live a life in which I can be a model for others and implement change. Everyday of my life began with one simple yet profound phrase : God , Brains , Manners . My great grandmother engraved this into my head from a young and tender age.
For two summer weeks in 2008 , I traveled to Thailand for service projects and cultural exchange. My eyes has opened and my views have taken on multiple perspectives. In Thailand I learned more about the person I really am inside. I've discovered my weaknesses and how I can mold them and better my strengths . During my stay I've worked in a team to construct a garden from a piece of land for village students. Residing with my host family , I've had direct insight of Thai culture. In every aspect of the culture you learn that they truly cherish life. This could be due to the heavy influence of their religion , which is Buddhism or simply because morally thats how we should be. Cherishing life and living every day as if it was your last. The experience lasted two weeks but I know that the after experience changed my life and will forever lead me to greater things.
In life I realized that in order to receive you have to give and even though this sounds cliché it is really true. If everyone is giving then someone is receiving. For the past four years , I have been heavily active in volunteer services. As an active member of the YMCA , I have served two and a half years as the Leaders Club president in the Jamaica YMCA . As president I learned taking on a responsibility as president it is important to delegate and to let ideas flow within a team. As a club we have partaken in activities such as walks , soup kitchens , meals on wheels , food drives , bake sales and parties for a number of causes in the community. We know the importance of serving in a community you want to thrive in . I am currently the Co-President of the YMCA Teen Council. At every opportunity I try to change and better the world in which we all live in.
God. Brains. Manners. I believe I can say that I still live to those words today. I remember that I am blessed . Everything is not about myself and its more about the world that I live in. Education is the key to success and knowledge is power. Visiting Spelman and taking in the atmosphere I knew that this would be my next home after high school. The way in which I live my life goes hand in hand with the concept of an ideal Spelman woman.
For two summer weeks in 2008 , I traveled to Thailand for service projects and cultural exchange. My eyes has opened and my views have taken on multiple perspectives. In Thailand I learned more about the person I really am inside. I've discovered my weaknesses and how I can mold them and better my strengths . During my stay I've worked in a team to construct a garden from a piece of land for village students. Residing with my host family , I've had direct insight of Thai culture. In every aspect of the culture you learn that they truly cherish life. This could be due to the heavy influence of their religion , which is Buddhism or simply because morally thats how we should be. Cherishing life and living every day as if it was your last. The experience lasted two weeks but I know that the after experience changed my life and will forever lead me to greater things.
In life I realized that in order to receive you have to give and even though this sounds cliché it is really true. If everyone is giving then someone is receiving. For the past four years , I have been heavily active in volunteer services. As an active member of the YMCA , I have served two and a half years as the Leaders Club president in the Jamaica YMCA . As president I learned taking on a responsibility as president it is important to delegate and to let ideas flow within a team. As a club we have partaken in activities such as walks , soup kitchens , meals on wheels , food drives , bake sales and parties for a number of causes in the community. We know the importance of serving in a community you want to thrive in . I am currently the Co-President of the YMCA Teen Council. At every opportunity I try to change and better the world in which we all live in.
God. Brains. Manners. I believe I can say that I still live to those words today. I remember that I am blessed . Everything is not about myself and its more about the world that I live in. Education is the key to success and knowledge is power. Visiting Spelman and taking in the atmosphere I knew that this would be my next home after high school. The way in which I live my life goes hand in hand with the concept of an ideal Spelman woman.
You're mad cause my style you're admiring,
Don't be mad...UPS is hiring,
Hollis to Hollywood but is he good?,
I guess like the jeans...Uhh,
Now...don't you get suspicious,
Grant your wishes everytime,
Breaking dishes when I bust a rhyme,
I know one thing the whole world least expected,Word up don't rap no crap you bore me,
Wanna grab my dick...too lazy...hold it for me,
I'm straight that great plus the heads straighten dreads,
I'm everlasting like the toe on Pro Keds,
A tech nine,
When I rhyme,
Plus I climb,
Word is bind,
FunTimes in TheDay
Me and Crystal sn: Shapel where is that hat =[
<3*>
The end of the greatest College Tour=]
Walking around in Morgan State
College Tour With Angelica and Domo and Onisha in the back lmao
Coming from Marcus house in NJ , currently making jokes with Dhoruba.
Kristen,August,Domo,Jihan and I at the Dodge Dinner Awards :)
My Mother: Ramona Lisa
I could go on about a lot of things in life. How its great. How its unfair. But then would I be living? My mother Ramona Lisa is one of the most beautiful people in the world. She truly is. See, my mother has been sick for a long time. I never told people. Not because I was/am ashamed because I'm not. I never told them because I never wanted the pity that inevitably comes from a story like mine. Shapel is going to make it and she is bound to do things great because I have a natural love for the people. I love my mother a whole lot. Since I'm doing this blog as a sort of healing and truth seeking thing I've decided to share a lot about my life. Maybe it can help someone else or maybe it can better me. Who Knows.
It has changed me..a lot.
I always feel responsible and I promised that when I get situated and get a home and some money I would take my mother out of their care and get her some true help. People do not understand that the food you give a person also affects their pt overall health and they do not understand that those white powedered crack pills are simply cover-ups of the real problem at hand. My mother needs some one to talk to and she needs to go on a specific diet to reverse the illness. But no one hears me...I guess I'll have to wait until I can make them listen...I just hope and pray its not too late.
Back to my mother...
My mother was a Dental Hygenist and she had me at the age of 26. My mother had been sick since her late teenage, early adulthood years. After having me and having her mother die when I was 2 years old led her into a deep deep depression. Although she got out of it..she never really recovered. My mother raised me up until I was about 6 or 7 years old although my family especailly my great-grandmother and cousin Fatima were always in the picture. On my birthday when I was ten years old my mother's sickness kicked in full time. Someone saw and since that day my mother has been in the ever so loving American Government system care.
I have seen this beautiful person cry,scream,get angry,laugh uncontrollably,yell, be afraid of everyone,etc. America has drugged my mother. I have seen my mother have a glazed stare and can't feed herself...and let the food slide from her lips to her chin and then onto her shirt. *These are some of the effects of a person suffering mentally and having manic depression.*
It has changed me..a lot.
I don't like hospitals, I don't like doctors, I don't like
medicine.
I always feel responsible and I promised that when I get situated and get a home and some money I would take my mother out of their care and get her some true help. People do not understand that the food you give a person also affects their pt overall health and they do not understand that those white powedered crack pills are simply cover-ups of the real problem at hand. My mother needs some one to talk to and she needs to go on a specific diet to reverse the illness. But no one hears me...I guess I'll have to wait until I can make them listen...I just hope and pray its not too late.
MethodMan and MJB on WMP: True Amor
A lot of people are claiming to be peaceful and positive but are they just speaking with no action? Are they trying to uplive titles that people have placed besides them....although we are older are we truly any wiser. Could it be that we care so much about titles like philosophical,deep and peaceful that we slaughter our true selfs in order to stay align with these titles? These are things I think about while eating my Multigrain Cheerios ...and ain't nothing deep about that.
i am. thinking.
i am. thinking.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Give Me LiveForevers Grandmere.
Stadium Status.
stadium status?
Do I wanna blow up?
Show up...
Be like the rest of the no lucks.
I use to be different.
I use to wanna be heard.
use to have a lot of words
to say...
but days and weeks
went and I didn't wanna speak
or teach
I almost don't wanna learn.
People are dirty.
Beautiful sure somewhere in there.
But I can't see past the mask they all wear.
So whats really real and when is fake an option
for copping in
to conformity...
to really boring me.
When we gonna be ourselves.
When are you gonna realize you can't really be free.
You'll always be chained by your thoughts.
And what you thought was you
was really
really....
hey maybe it was you.
i could preach i could teach
be deep
and leech
but I'm through.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
A Warning for the Situation Presently Wrapped Up In Time
There is a high probability in the fact that the revolution will infact be televised...
and we will all be in a unhealthy dazed.
Our souls will be sucked from the tube of cathode rays and her pure energy containing atoms of light will be put out like a stone over a small ant.
We will wait in the dark...
We won't push the stone up...
We will not dare uplift ourselves against the oppression and obstacles.
Ha! We laugh at foreign sounds like progression and we even say that our ancestors don't resemble us.
Adversity is sweet sugar diabetic syrups thaat we drench our thoughts in.
We sprinkle it over our souls waiting for the world to get
tastier.
Something we can digest easy.
Not realizing that this is not an appetizer
and these meals are not pleasing.
Are you wide open...
well I suggest you shut em...
And if your blood is flowing then
those veins you should cut them.
Erase your feelings from the world
to embrace the subjectivity of the object at hand
whisper when you speak
make them strain to understand.
and we will all be in a unhealthy dazed.
Our souls will be sucked from the tube of cathode rays and her pure energy containing atoms of light will be put out like a stone over a small ant.
We will wait in the dark...
We won't push the stone up...
We will not dare uplift ourselves against the oppression and obstacles.
Ha! We laugh at foreign sounds like progression and we even say that our ancestors don't resemble us.
Adversity is sweet sugar diabetic syrups thaat we drench our thoughts in.
We sprinkle it over our souls waiting for the world to get
tastier.
Something we can digest easy.
Not realizing that this is not an appetizer
and these meals are not pleasing.
Are you wide open...
well I suggest you shut em...
And if your blood is flowing then
those veins you should cut them.
Erase your feelings from the world
to embrace the subjectivity of the object at hand
whisper when you speak
make them strain to understand.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
On one of my many mini conversations with Khalifah we were talking about how I was boycotting FaceBook for a day because of the lewd and disrespectful images they were putting up and naming them as the Prophet Muhammad. In Islam if most are familiar then they would know representations of this kind is the highest degree of disrespect. Being that I have Muslim family members and prior knowledge I supported this group.Then Khalifah went on to tell me that"The world will soon have to drink the poison it has produced.." I understood. But even know I understand a bit more....as days and moments pass...I feel like I am understanding things a bit more.
I am not out to gain all the knowledge of the Earth.But to understand some things although you may not know them, satisfies me.
But yeah Khalifah you are right.
Like Lauryn said," When the rain falls , it does not fall on one man's house..."
My first words
that I want to speak when I see your face
are words that take us to that special place.
Spaces of high and low
would never know,
how much love
could not be measure coming from me.
Pores are pouring
love and light into the air
you exhale a wish
and i'll inhale the fear.
you wanna see the planets
i can take you there
you wanna drift on clouds ...
just run your fingers through my nappy hair.
it's soft
for you.
cause its a hard knock life
its true.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Two Men Killed In Silver Spring, Md. Car Crash
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime…
To all the people in this beautiful Earth..Shapel loves you if no one else does. I guess whatever can be handed simply cannot be taken for granted. The AUC community has just let two big beautiful spirits float on. This hurts a lot but I know it is good for our souls. God is simply reminding us..The Creator is trying to speak to us, and I hope we all listen. “Most Intellects do not believe in God..” but you will fear him all the same.
I know all my loving ones that have passed on from this visual sphere of our world is still here and they are all talking to me and trying to tell me something. Whether it be Shapel its time to come on home or Shapel you have to look… I’m trying to make sense of it all although I do not believe I’ll understand it. But if I can just make sense of it all then I believe I can be somewhat alright and the pain will soon turn to smiles and laughter.
I don’t think its death I’m scared of ..I think it’s the fact that I more than likely won’t know and I will not get the chance to console the hearts of love ones. I really hate to see people pain. But I guess pain is a simply a part of this street we call Life.
Life is a block on the street and death..ha! Death is right around the corner.
But does it all stop at corners?
A block is composed into a square ..Life is just one block. We have corners but then we have another block…and we must continue. We do not stop.
I like circles and all but I love squares. There is more sense and nonsense in squares..
And the power of triangles…I’m still trying to figure out.
A Flash of Great Light
Dearest Khalifah,
What to even say? And then to look on the brighter side although it is so hard to find ..what is there not to say? You were so beautiful. Majestic.Outstanding.Lovely.Funny.Smart.PoliticallyRight.Spiritual.Faithful.Loveable.Kind.Creative. and every other adjective that’s full of light and purpose..they are all you.and so effing soulful…I love you soo much. God knows. The Creator and you can now see my pain… I wish although these wishes are too late or…just in time, I wish we could have hung out more. I wish yesterday wasn’t the last time we spoke. But is it truly the last time we will speak because I still hear you little voice=] I still feel how big you were going to blow up. You like all other greats was set out to change the world. In fact, I think you did. I asked God nicely on June 19th when Tiana died to please spare me another heartbreak. But the Creator had other plans…plans that no matter how many books I read , how many places I travel, how much money I get, how many materials I possess foolishly…still, I will not understand. You see I was so anxious to read my e-mail of your ideas..and at my job in India I got a chance to go on the computer so I checked and there it was and then I went on Twitter and naturally there was you “@NappyHeadHI – I sent it” but then I looked on FaceBook and all the other tweets and I said dear God PLEASE , not somebody I know. I look in utter confusion and denial at another face that is TOO familiar. You’re going to watch over me I hope. As you ccan see it took me a while to open that e-mail…I’m scared. I’m really scared. I asked God so many times today am I next. If I am I guess its no use in fighting..it’ll be my time but I feel as if I have so much to do. ..but I’m no judge.God Blessyou and your brother…your family is hurting but I know they will be strong. Due to their wishes and due to the light, I shall celebrate your life. Khalifah, I really want you to come back. I really meant I would give both my kidneys for you and Tiana..tell her I said “Hey Girl Hey” lol . Dag. We were both kings lol. Except I was always questionable because I’m a girl. I know both my kidneys can never be enough for the worth of your soul and I guess there is nothing I have that can bribe God..but if I did and if God had one weakness like chocolate or ice cream or a new shirt or something …I’d buy and sell it just for you to come back. Too amazing for words. I’m just thinking of all the things you had planned. But don’t even sweat it. Shapel is definitely go through with your plans. I’ll keep that creativity you always had alive. Those films we were about to collab on…picture them done..and done with love. Cause that’s what I’mma do put so much love and care while keeping it true. Just like you. Khalifah, I’m learning, I’m growing and God I’m loving. Still.
Ps: I’mma see you on the deck realll soon*
I love you and You , Khalifah live inside of me,
Shapel
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
A Letter To My Sister....
Dear Tiana,
Hey…Wow. So this is the news I get when I’m in India. So much beauty all around me. So much beauty in life. Life…See I promised myself that I wouldn’t be scared of death because I never would know life and all its wonder. But…you’re gone…and I know I’m just a small girl in this world but I still think it was too soon. Did you have to go so fast? I mean we only had small talk every other day. You know what I’m talking about the typical “Hey Girl Hey” the “Hey” with the smile. You always had a smile onJ Remember that time we were both in front of HH and you wanted my cardboard box and I was like huh? And you were like I’m a Lumberjack J and then I was like sure. LOL. You were a good lumberjack that cold Halloween. Dag. I mean you didn’t even start you major. I mean we all just got out of ADW with straight heads lol. See I’m trying to laugh but this really hurts. I’m still young. I’m still trying to understand why people have to go so soon but then I say what is time…I confuse myself a lot. When I saw the tweet and the FaceBook statuses …I said who. But then I saw the face. The pretty beautiful face and my heart broke because I knew there was so much else behind that pretty pretty face. I guess its way too late to request you as a friend now…and its way too late to come visit you on the other side of HH. Dag. Again it took someone going above and throughout the Earth to make me realize that all that nonsense that Hate and that Jealously and that Petty stuff is ignorant and foolish. Cause without notice or a Calendar mark stating that you would be taken away from us on June 19th 2010, it doesn’t matter. I hope you’re passing into the light allows all of us to unite and love one another for real. I can personally declare that I, Shapel will just let love and pure peace emanate from my being because there is no such thing as a tomorrow. There is only what we remember. I am going to pray for your soul<3>
I love you.
No clichés.
No labels.
No Hate.
Pure Love and Truth.
-Shapel
Friday, June 18, 2010
Now Playing- Rasta Man Chant
Maybe I can be going through a phase but I believe that everyday I am finding myself more in love and more in tune with nature. People make mistakes.But I will stand strong in the belief that nature does no wrong.
I am going to lock my hair in fact I wanted to for a very very long time. I liked short hair but who am I to cut it off every single time it grows ...its a sign... and forget being fashion forward. I mean I'm Shapel in the most un-cocky way. Because I am striving to stay trie to myself I feel thats a style and not a fad or a trend.
But enough on tangents and things....
I really stress the world should consume pure vegetables.
"Man ideally should not eat meat, for to eat meat a life must be taken, an animal must be put to death."
La Roux - In for the Kill
They said we can never reach love but what is love without lust.
I'm going in for the Kill ....
Shapel: but with much peace.
My only question for the moment is why are they out to take me down and under.
Too bad I understand their ways with plunder.
God said Thunder
Plow Pow Pat
Sit Back
and ease ya mind on this track
and take a trek on the trance of this beat
I wonder
and then I wander
as I pondered thoughts of limits named zero.
Rated R.
i guess its real.
Too bad I understand their ways with plunder.
God said Thunder
Plow Pow Pat
Sit Back
and ease ya mind on this track
and take a trek on the trance of this beat
I wonder
and then I wander
as I pondered thoughts of limits named zero.
Rated R.
i guess its real.
*strong believer n if you don't like me naked you'll never like me dressed.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
WTFLICK is Shapel Monique?
What is the meaning of Shapel or rather Chappelle. Not Dave (more on that later...)
My grandfather on my mother's side named me... Shapel and my mother just adored the name Monique.
This is La Sainte-Chapell
Shapel (Chapel) or more commonly Chappelle means lives near a church. In France, there is a structure called La Sainte-Chapelle. This 13th-century chapel is called the most beautiful building in France for its architecture and stained glass. This building was like a precious reliquary. Some refer to it as the a keepsake for the spiritual. Because of the beautiful stainglass, when one enters inside the structure they can witness the beautiful colors produced by the light.
A feeling of God and the celestial is felt when one is inside...you feel as if you are standing in pure soul.
As for Monique, it is a variant of Mona: madonna meaning wise. It is a French derivation of the name Monica meaning the advisor. How funny...
So this is all I have for the name Shapel and the name Monique.
By the way I love this guy..
so I will say Shapel like Dave <3
oh and how could I forget....
This is Shapel Monique.
It seems as if they are all on a footrace in the business of seeing who can make me cum first. I don't think I want to be in a relationship as of yet but its something inside of me that is begging to have a companion. Not exactly suffocated with the presence of this person but a reminder of the sheer illusion that someone is there...and they are there for me. Unselfishly I am theirs.
So please if someone happens to see me and read this or even feels this. Holla at a G.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Logged On June 6th 2010
With my head held HI
I will say this , I am not like them but we are one in the same.
I respect my spirit and I live up to my name.
Shapel I Are.
and I will continue to be
even when these chemicals in the air be trying to erase me.
You can chase me
but I'm no where running-
Far from your ideas
because I guess I'm a cloudy dust in your mind
I guess I'm a preaching tape so please unwind
and rewind your thoughts back to a place where life was
Well I can't cause Life is now.
But thats another note
about limitless zeros and HIlife pipes
puff puff tote
but don't pass it to me unless it purity
clarity
put in there in me
deeper than any man could ever lay his 2-12 inches
and better than the satisfaction of dissing all you-
i'll never curse you out
cause thats the first step to dragging my self down
Can I be Captain Obvious? Yes You Can they say.
More cliques than a band of chicks
and not chic at all
just click and clack clucking
like ducks and wagons and remote controls
but no buttons
virutally you are journeying no where
and I know nothing
but this something that you think you elevating to
is simply depreciating your soul
and leaving you feeling heavy but its not gold
its not lead
and you are perhaps using to much of your head and not enough heart
because you think you are free
and you constantly repeat this
in syallbles of
one two three
can freedom come that easy?
lets bask some more in worldy pleasures cause of course that is what pleases me.
and this is what life is all about?
right here right now.
but let me say one thing before you nod off,
it may be right here and right now
but i left there and now was always this thing of the past.
Now, is really a moment ago.
So living life so whimsy and "free" as you can go
is what I would like to take to defy because
quite frankly,
i've never been status quo.
but i'm predictable.
I will say this , I am not like them but we are one in the same.
I respect my spirit and I live up to my name.
Shapel I Are.
and I will continue to be
even when these chemicals in the air be trying to erase me.
You can chase me
but I'm no where running-
Far from your ideas
because I guess I'm a cloudy dust in your mind
I guess I'm a preaching tape so please unwind
and rewind your thoughts back to a place where life was
Well I can't cause Life is now.
But thats another note
about limitless zeros and HIlife pipes
puff puff tote
but don't pass it to me unless it purity
clarity
put in there in me
deeper than any man could ever lay his 2-12 inches
and better than the satisfaction of dissing all you-
i'll never curse you out
cause thats the first step to dragging my self down
Can I be Captain Obvious? Yes You Can they say.
More cliques than a band of chicks
and not chic at all
just click and clack clucking
like ducks and wagons and remote controls
but no buttons
virutally you are journeying no where
and I know nothing
but this something that you think you elevating to
is simply depreciating your soul
and leaving you feeling heavy but its not gold
its not lead
and you are perhaps using to much of your head and not enough heart
because you think you are free
and you constantly repeat this
in syallbles of
one two three
can freedom come that easy?
lets bask some more in worldy pleasures cause of course that is what pleases me.
and this is what life is all about?
right here right now.
but let me say one thing before you nod off,
it may be right here and right now
but i left there and now was always this thing of the past.
Now, is really a moment ago.
So living life so whimsy and "free" as you can go
is what I would like to take to defy because
quite frankly,
i've never been status quo.
but i'm predictable.
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