okay maybe I fibbed...a little.

Receiving this text from this person , I just realized I have some things to get off my chest.
This love thing...all five Ws and How.

Webster's definition:
Main Entry: 1love
Pronunciation: \ˈləv\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lēof dear, Latin lubēre, libēre to please
Date: before 12th century
1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love
2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion
3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : darling —often used as a term of endearment (2) British —used as an informal term of address
4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God
5 : a god or personification of love
6 : an amorous episode : love affair
7 : the sexual embrace : copulation
8 : a score of zero (as in tennis )

after reading all of this...I realize who is this Webster guy that we go all crazy for , which eventually leads me to

Noah Webster , A religious "magician" from Europe who ended up in America.

He was a magician because he got us all to believe what he believes and it is now the standard of English language.

Now before I get carried away , which I sometimes tend to do , let me get back to my pre-recorded show.

Love.

Love.

L o v e.

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love.

LOVE

I do not know what love is between humans, for what I have been told it hasn't been looking to great. Love is blind , love is selfish and love is true. Oh and how can I forget that Love doesn't wait for anyone. So here we have the one thing that every soul is craving for : a blind , selfish, truthful and impatient force. I doubt I am the only one who is fearful of this "beautiful" monster.

The only love I knew was Loucee.*

My pet Parakeet. ( *-this is not Loucee but I be darn it sure looks like her )

I guess you can kind of say I was always a focused child. Nerdy perhaps , geek not fully , cute but of course! Barely any boys have ever caught my eye. There minimal nonsenses always got in the way of me paying a dime of attention to them and their foolish ways. Alas , this was not true for many but most.

I've talked to a boy here and there and amazingly might have found myself able to tolerate them in one whole hour. Until...

they mess it up.

or perhaps , I mess it up with my foolish ways of trying to be Ms. Goody 3 Shoe and Crew.

Maybe I should have acted upon my gut instincts with some of the male species I sauntered upon. The may not want only one thing but the bottom line is that they still want it. I know you ALL know what I am talking about. Can I get an Amen , Holla-Lew-YA , or a Buddhist chant in the crowd?

Fast Forward

I've just realized with this text message I received that my frist boyfriend and I had almost zilch in common. I won't say its love per say but I did like him and besides could I really live an " American Dream " without a boyfriend for eighteen years.

-_- enough is enough.

I need to get my life together.

Now this time you will not read from me until I get some things in order.

Au toodles.