just realized that all those guys she liked are turning her stomach and with the vomit that has occured from the past ...I have an invigorating aftertaste thats allowing me to put myself ...last...and with that said..or rather thought out in my head...i pray to god to let me remain positive and see the light and dark and keep my vision squared.

This crippling of individuals I consider the worst evil of capitalism. Our whole educational system suffers from this evil. An exaggerated competitive attitude is inculcated into the student, who is trained to worship acquisitive success as a preparation for his future career.- Albert Einstein

 The individual is able to think, feel, strive, and work by himself; but he depends so much upon society—in his physical, intellectual, and emotional existence—that it is impossible to think of him, or to understand him, outside the framework of society. It is "society" which provides man with food, clothing, a home, the tools of work, language, the forms of thought, and most of the content of thought; his life is made possible through the labor and the accomplishments of the many millions past and present who are all hidden behind the small word “society.”

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Clean)

Beres Hammond - Over You

things will happen naturally.
all the best.
certain energies will always be in tact.


and i'm
over.




you.

When I am alone and I hear songs like I Miss U by Aaliyah and watch the tribute video...I become depressed.
I miss you Aunt Nandi
I miss you Malik
I miss you Khalifah
I miss you alll.
so much.


i don't believe it will ever get fair.....

They thought I should be a Queen...when I'm clearly a King.

So I am nineteen years old. I think I am attractive and I know I am beautiful inside and out...maybe society does not agree but I'd say I am. Whats the problem and where is the solution? Is MEG going to be the only person I fall back on or is he the only person left.... I have good qualities I would like to say. I think I'm pretty funny at times, I am very caring and I think that because I put so much out ...I would really like to receive a little bit more....I need love?



Now to create my diet slash lifestyle plan...nothing too drastic...

just trying to put my life back on track once again.

gina thompson - the things you do

so

I am so ready to go back to the Rotten Apple. The AUC is sheisty. Oops.and I don't wish to make this a rant and rave blog but I miss my real friends back at home. The ones where we can remember one time arguing or disagreeing. The ones where we arent twins in the same thing but we are almost basically the same person. I'm suppose to be going home December 11th. And I can't wait. Life should never be drama filled...at home we don't worry about whose pledging,we don't make secrets and big deal over wearing colors..we live life with the only restriction being respect yourself and each other.

Too many clicks.backstabbers.fast girls.pretty physicals And demonic souls.soroties and societies ....

Bleh.
At least I can count on you guys ..and Meg harassing me lol:)

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Happy Birthday Dizzy Gillepsie.

I like pink and green.
I like red and creme.
I like when I live life and everything isn't just a dream.
I like being Black even in the lightest of days.
I like shining even though I know there might be brighter rays.
I like feeling good without conforming to all around me.
I like sitting up straight and not slouching under pressure
under pressure
I like letters and hieroglyphs.

I like love.

Angels and Spirits.

and why would I ever compromise my lifestyle..that I'm truly living just to fit in.
and why would I ever try to fit out....

let me.
just let me.
damn.

i like stimulation.
i like vibrations.
i like it.
i like it.

you don't have to understand although you should.

i have no friends but i promise i love the world.


now when i leave ..i'll just be on vacation.

tata.

Dave Chappelle - Celebrities

Eric B and my name is Rakim.
I would like to give a two toned soul clap for real hip-hop.
clap clap.

Young Goodman Brown

The wise man never takes a step too long for his leg.
-egyptian proverb

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Stacyann Chin is getting my life together. Maybe she is my distant relative.Time ....is the word of the day no scratch that the word of life. Spelman makes me happy when they have people of different and invigorating perspectives.

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Note

I am so very tired.
All these midterms...I need to sleep for like a week straight and I am so serious.

As soon as I register my car I am going to prance about and get out of this environment. I need to see.

There are so many things in my vision and so many elements weighing me down.

I can not stress anymore...I need to find something to live for.
Will I die for anything?

Ohio Players - Honey

Sat Sha Day.

So this little excursion by myself has proved to be ah-mazing. I had a good time all alone. =] I went to get some falafel. The I went window shopping and then actual shopping in a vintage store. I bought some cute widdle sweaters....
oh my god I think this cafe is really satanic worshippers...I am kind of scared low key.
this magical guy just cam by in black lipstick and made some type of grin...=\

anyways...I bought some stuff and a new cd...and when I listen to it I will tell ya what i think about it ....

there he goes again..0___o

uh yeah my day was great but its obviously a sign for me to throw up the deuces.

Don't be a Joke.
  life has that under control.

Currently

Looking for inspiration. I'm out on the MARTA exploring the lovely underrated Atlanta. I'm on my way to little five. Although I have a car, not registered and no license (coming soon) I don't mind taking public transportation. I need a new breath of fresh air. Be right back....

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Love these Items..Love if I had them ALL >>3<<]

Viral Tribute to Southside Jamaica Queens.

I never wanted to be from Brooklyn,Bronx or any other part of New York.
I love Queens.
and I thank the Most High twice a day.
Do you feel me?

Hair Growth & Maintenance

pinklocs

i don't like dyeing hair at this point in my life but this head is visually pleasing to thy eyes.

Peter Tosh - Brand New Second Hand

You're only acting like
You are somebody
But i don't no say
You know nobody

You're only a show off
Your painted face, yeah
But underneath that face
Your just a disgrace

Street.

Contray to popular belief of the concept that we are in the same building and different floors, I like to say we ARE in different buildings, different floors, But we are on the same block and its all depending on distance.

shoutout to jordan [=

How Long Does It Take To Be Famous?
As long as it takes for the body to decay.
As soon as it seems.
Shorttalls.

Slum Village - Fall In Love (Original) (Instrumental) (Chorus) (Edit)

A Special World Author: Sheelagh Lennon

A Special World
Author: Sheelagh Lennon

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.