and I have a lot to say about this past week and its end....
so I went to New York for a quick trip , to honestly get my textbook for a class. everyone swore I was going to see David but that totally was not the case. Yes it would have been nice if I bumped into him not literally but figuratively. So I'm taking the MTA home in some red wedges and a jean jacket , mind you NY is cold in February but hey who owns coats in Atlanta besides people from Atlanta.
I get home to get questioned and bugged just like family is suppose to do, well at least my family...and its cool I'm loving it. Until. I realize I'm dead tired an I will be going to sleep now, thank you. Goodnight.
So in the morning I find the book which really wasn't even that hidden -____- and I decide I want a veggie burger for lunch. YES for my uncle coming with his hooptie and YES for letting me get Burger King. No for making me rush back but hey its not your car Shapel. So yadda yadda ya..I don't remember much but basically I did not see David and it did kind of hurt but I get over things...Eventually. Oh and he still hasn't call.
I get back to Atlanta on Valentine's Day at 9am basically. Jasmyn picks me up...we get all the way to the parking deck for something to happen. Now I know we turned on the wrong side, thats understandable. But I doubt she would have made a 3 point turn in the space meant for a smaller car. So as a person of some logic I decided we should just go straight bearing to our left hoping not to see a person making a wide fast turn. Oh but we did. My car is fine. His light is smashed. Now I was not in the best of spirits for having the boy I like not contacting me too much and then my car is hit. I have no scratches but now "I'm " in an accident. -_____- but I never asked him to be looking out his car window the whole span of the turn..although he turned out to be not so bad, I guess.
Now quite honestly I really am a little disappointed that although its my car and all Jasmyn did not offer to help pay. I mean even if I turned her down that would have stuck out to me as character. Like thanks but you know I'll try to handle it. I don't know if its cause I actually put my heart in a lot of things but I know if the shoes were on different feet , I would offer to pay and miss my class. Yes I know things went magically wrong while I was gone for a day but when you take on a responsibility you take it on. I mean I just know I woud have done a lot of things differently as in not leaving the gas container in someones backseat...more so in the trunk. I would have proceeded and then probably beeped the horn...or reversed and beeped the horn...I mean I would have done something more and I don't know if thats because its my car and I worked hard to pay for it and my insurance or what...but I know it probably wouldn't have went down like that. No matter how people think I drive...I never caused harm to anyone or a car or anything...cause I had a good friend die because of just driving cautiously. BUT anyways if I did crash or whatever...I would have stayed no matter how many times my friend said leave, no matter how many times missing class popped into my head and etc. but like I said I am very very selfless. I'm not once again...just disappointed with the way some of the people I call friends down here end up treating me...and then I think is it because I gave them this title too early or maybe we have different definitions and expectations...
so I'm paying for everything by myself. and basically no one can drive my car.
Hard Head Makes A Mighty Soft Behind.( should have listen sooner)
Me and Clarke just finished watching comedy Sheneneh clips on Youtube and some other stuff...for like two hours and it was fun....
The sun greets me with a kiss in the morning =]
so I went to New York for a quick trip , to honestly get my textbook for a class. everyone swore I was going to see David but that totally was not the case. Yes it would have been nice if I bumped into him not literally but figuratively. So I'm taking the MTA home in some red wedges and a jean jacket , mind you NY is cold in February but hey who owns coats in Atlanta besides people from Atlanta.
I get home to get questioned and bugged just like family is suppose to do, well at least my family...and its cool I'm loving it. Until. I realize I'm dead tired an I will be going to sleep now, thank you. Goodnight.
So in the morning I find the book which really wasn't even that hidden -____- and I decide I want a veggie burger for lunch. YES for my uncle coming with his hooptie and YES for letting me get Burger King. No for making me rush back but hey its not your car Shapel. So yadda yadda ya..I don't remember much but basically I did not see David and it did kind of hurt but I get over things...Eventually. Oh and he still hasn't call.
I get back to Atlanta on Valentine's Day at 9am basically. Jasmyn picks me up...we get all the way to the parking deck for something to happen. Now I know we turned on the wrong side, thats understandable. But I doubt she would have made a 3 point turn in the space meant for a smaller car. So as a person of some logic I decided we should just go straight bearing to our left hoping not to see a person making a wide fast turn. Oh but we did. My car is fine. His light is smashed. Now I was not in the best of spirits for having the boy I like not contacting me too much and then my car is hit. I have no scratches but now "I'm " in an accident. -_____- but I never asked him to be looking out his car window the whole span of the turn..although he turned out to be not so bad, I guess.
Now quite honestly I really am a little disappointed that although its my car and all Jasmyn did not offer to help pay. I mean even if I turned her down that would have stuck out to me as character. Like thanks but you know I'll try to handle it. I don't know if its cause I actually put my heart in a lot of things but I know if the shoes were on different feet , I would offer to pay and miss my class. Yes I know things went magically wrong while I was gone for a day but when you take on a responsibility you take it on. I mean I just know I woud have done a lot of things differently as in not leaving the gas container in someones backseat...more so in the trunk. I would have proceeded and then probably beeped the horn...or reversed and beeped the horn...I mean I would have done something more and I don't know if thats because its my car and I worked hard to pay for it and my insurance or what...but I know it probably wouldn't have went down like that. No matter how people think I drive...I never caused harm to anyone or a car or anything...cause I had a good friend die because of just driving cautiously. BUT anyways if I did crash or whatever...I would have stayed no matter how many times my friend said leave, no matter how many times missing class popped into my head and etc. but like I said I am very very selfless. I'm not once again...just disappointed with the way some of the people I call friends down here end up treating me...and then I think is it because I gave them this title too early or maybe we have different definitions and expectations...
so I'm paying for everything by myself. and basically no one can drive my car.
Hard Head Makes A Mighty Soft Behind.( should have listen sooner)
Me and Clarke just finished watching comedy Sheneneh clips on Youtube and some other stuff...for like two hours and it was fun....
I'm tired and optimistic...
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