lightbulbs ...flickering

Never make someone your priority when you are barely an option.

Never make sacrifices..never change.

When someone does not see the light ...don't open their heavy lids.

Tonight , rather today was the day that Shapel has come to the realization that she expects and puts certain people ahead of what they should be given. I overestimate dumbly. And for this epiphany. 

 

I have to let go and let it be..if it comes back to me..then maybe.

I will not hold anger like dark black hot coal in my heart...I deserve better..I'm destined for other things.

I am the only thing standing stubbornly in my way.