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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Tupac- Keep Ya Head Up is on. I am feeling some type of way. So muchh can go on during a period as short as four hours. Where am I going? What am I doing? What is this? How much does it take? This song reminds me that throughout all this pain we really have to encounter in life , there is a righter day and there is a way for you to see your self and your purpose. Life can be a trip...one day you can be so insecure and the next day you can be so narcissistic? I'm sick of trying to please everyone ..but I'm in this world to satisfy others but not exactly ... ah bah hum. im babbling -__-. I JUST WISH SOMEONE COULD UNDERSTAND ME. As I sit here trying to cry.
it doesn't make me feel better when people go well someone is going through 10x the pain you are.
it makes me want to cry =[
how to deal with pain 101.
1 member.
peace.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Free Willy Theme analyzed by Shapel and related to a philosophy in my heart
And I will then say to thee
You re my friend
Love me like a mother
Will you be there…
When wrong, will you scold me?
And walk when not able
And fight till the end but I'm only human.
Shot at My Heart ; if you destroy my art...
no wonder my wires are fraying
dictionaries are full of empty
knees wobble from the constant praying
day out and day in
i don't know where to begin
Where do I start?
How am i apart
of this...
Someone pump the brakes
on my cerebral
Please someone stop
Racing isn't legal
chasing is too feeble
and conceitedly
I feel way too regal
to waste around and wait
Debate
on reasons that do not add up
to your cracked measuring cup
oops
your bad
my good
luck.
and
i guess it sucks.
echo*
on reasons that don't add up
Monday, March 8, 2010
3 o s in a forest made a sound* 3/09/010
through the loud clothes and the make-up , price tags and receipts and fees.
and all i really want is for you to feel ,
what could be real
but
who am i to judge
to say dreaming is too much.
so what i'm really saying
if you can hear my loud conscience,
theres even division and levels amongst nonsense.
i don't know who puts the stop it
and makes up these definitions
but i do know why they never taught me grammar mechanisms.
and i know why they clipped my wings - i was too high
and i know why they chopped my feet- i was too grounded.
i am
lost in the sauce,
and still spiritually founded.
dreams, hopes of hard LaBordes i mean laborers
sweat , blood and tears bounded
to make me.
so think?
could i really fake thee.
could i be another sigh of defeat
not if i'm that cry of relief
not if i turnt my history too
a familiar leaf
one of
glory,pride,community,love and wisdom
one where everything was in change
and nothing was new under the sun
according to Kiing Solomon
and being a Kiing myself
i think of no better man to follow than
a leader of illuminated truth
not the effect on PhotoBooth-
Glow
and just so you know
i never asked for it
i never asked for much
but you can feel me before you see me
now talk about touched...