on this journey... i just might find myself...until I'll create.
Polygamy
Disclaimer: All things are influenced. Even my own words. Nothing here on Earth is new with relation to the Sun. I borrow images, I capture images...I read...and I copy and paste some things and then I create things that are influence by all the energies around me.
This is a picture I just sketched real quick ..on a day that was supposed to be dedicated to homework. But I decided its time for me to stop focusing strictly on academia and give way to the other things in life that are just as important such as skill. I am passionate about drawing and I am simply in love with art and all its form. So this is Beamer. I created her at first because I am going through the phase where you question your nappy and happy hair...in an environment where all is straight,"bad" and model-type...where does natural and nappy come into play. I am at the weird stage in which I do not know exactly how I feel about my locs anymore but I do know this was partially expected....I mean truthfully I am only at my 7th month but it will be my 8th soon....and I guess I am selfishly and impatiently wishing and hoping for immature growth....and that is not the truth. The truth is what I strive for... So Beamer..is my pledge to be free in a sense ...to recognize roots and to be REAL. To portray and exude light and to take light all i from around her. A winged creature is on her eye because I realized with right sight......you can go to outer limits.
Some girl in the twinkling of an eye Dem ah ready fi come pull down mi Karl Kani Oh, come on now tell me how can I Love ah, one dat really don't deserve me?
Natural fi keep and natural preserve me Me is ah boy, could get a whole heep ah girl, ya heard me Many are called but only few deemed worthy Body have ta physically strong and sturdy
Spiritually balanced fi clean and purge me Mentally advanced fi always urge me Read couple books and challenge the clergy Read a couple psalms up inna the morning early
Could you be so kind then show me a sign I've been searching and it's so hard to find Decent values with a decent wine Decent jubee running it down the line
Maybe it's my mind, maybe I'm blind Maybe it's the way that I've been spending my time I'm still searching for a fine peace of mind Decent jubee running it down the line
A little child has grown and he's got love on his mind But what he'll never know a virtuous woman is hard to find And dat's when she said she feels the pain And she'll never fall in love again
So if you is a gal with whole heep of value What a valuable nice and decent gal you When I get you I'll be glad I got you Then stand firmly inna your life like statue
Seen some old tings seen some young tings Seen some little silly go and come tings Seen some one night just for fun tings What a indecent piece ah, some ting
Be so kind den show me a sign I've been searching and it's so hard to find Decent values with a decent wine Decent jubee running it down the line
Maybe it's my mind, maybe I'm blind Maybe it's the way that I've been spending my time I'm still searching for a fine peace of mind Decent jubee running it down the line
Some say that love is blind But he keep saying, not this time So all he need is love to keep his heart in line But dat's when she said, "Lord I feel the pain" And she'll never fall in love again
You have some gal ah, come 'pon man premises And ah, fling up the ting that's between di knees And ah, full up man head with false promises Oh, dutty bungle please, couldn't want to run that So fast wid ease been there dun that my main Squeeze is natural, simply natural
Could you be so kind then show me a sign I've been searching and it's so hard to find Decent values with a decent wine Decent jubee running it down the line
Maybe it's my mind, maybe I'm blind Maybe it's the way that I've been spending my time I'm still searching for a fine peace of mind Decent jubee running it down the line
A little child has grown and he's got love on his mind But what he'll never know a virtuous woman is hard to find 'Cause that's when she said she's feeling pain It seems they have fallen in love again That's when she said, "Lord I feel the pain" And now they're standing in love again
So tell me ah, when price tag gone pon annany Gal ah, love man for Benz and Ferrari Little one eyed brethren weh name Omari Couldn't get no loving since him start sell stary
Some girl in the twinkling of an eye Dem ah ready fi come pull down mi Karl Kani Oh, come on now tell me how can I Love ah, one dat really don't deserve me?
Verbal conflict is a waste of wordPhysical conflict is a waste of flesh
It makes no sense to argue any position. The way you feel strongly about one thing someone out there feels just as strongly about the next...We are not judges out to deliberate cases and we cannot say justly what is good and bad about others beliefs. Although I believe we should try very hard to always act in right action. Don't argue. Your spirit is strong and those are fights that are not worthy of titles. Just as fighting physically is stupid and the strength of the body is small in comparison to the strength of the wise mind and the loving soul. . .Treat your body with unfailing love and nourish it with pure sunlight. Eat for energy. Eat for love and understanding.
I don't want to fight anymore. I'm tired and I have been tired so long. I feel myself awakening though it is slowly. I do not want to judge and I don't want to be so involved in others doings that I lose sight of what truly matters. What truly matters? Love and authenticity. For now that is what my prime focus is on.
Today was a great day ! Had fun and no classes...I've been stressed lately. The stress is going down a lot and that's a good thing.=] I am happy and excited about my community service tomorrow and I should probably be taking my behind to the bed well actually to my room to clean up because I refuse to sleep one more night in such a pigsty(its actually not that bad but I'm a bit OCD)! So.....
God knows I miss him.
Daily activities allow me to take my mind off....and happily this all doesn't seem that rough....LOL.
I AM TOO YOUNG and FUN for nonsense.
And thus soon this will be a flicker of a memory of young lust.....
My definition of love is very screwed....at the moment....
my definition of a lot of things are screwed.....=\
Re-Evaluate, Shapel.
Please let me have a house that may resemble something close to this....at least let me have books and a small little resting place. This is so wonderful. ... I love to read
I love birds oh so very much and if I could have an owl...I think I would just fall out and die..
I will be getting a canary...definitely again!
and hopefully berry berry soon.
Negative thinking don't you waste your thoughts
Why think about something bad and harmful when you can spend your love energy on something positively promoting. Devote oneself to peace and happiness. Think Good. So all around you...will BE good. Waste not and you shall want not. So today and every day after this moment I will spend as positive as possible. I will be better than the last day until the days blend and I could not tell or read a bad thought if I saw it. I will be a shield blocking all negative energy and only accepting good vibes.
Me and Clarke almost won some tickets to Six Flags but I was cursed because of my New York upbringing...but all is well. . . I'm still the bomb diggidity.!
When I tell you I adore,admire,love,cherish this man....I tell you no lie...
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Self Help The people themselves must come to realize their own difficulties in the development of their community and try to solve them by collective participation following an order of priority and taking their potentiality into account.
It is well known to you all that recognizing one's problems and striving hard to challenge them is a mark of an attempt at self-sufficiency. Self help in the benefits to be acquired through education, will save the individual from asking someone's assistance.
DEVELOPMENT
Although the beginnings of civilization of each country vary in time, the fundamental factors which gave impetus to each country to awaken and embark on the road to progress to reach their present level of development, are those qualities which are enshrined in the nature of man, namely desire and fortitude.
The partner who places his own short-range ambitions ahead of the long-range interests of the partnership has embarked on a course which will ultimately result in the dissolution of the partnership itself.
It is by the understanding of past difficulties that we can bequeath fundamental guidance which would be of pride to the coming generations we therefore urge our people to struggle and to make sacrifices for those things which will enable them to ameliorate their conditions of life and leave a richer heritage.
Economic Development
Where enterprise and initiative are not lacking, the pace at which the growth of a country's economy normally proceeds can be quickened or slackened by global developments far or near. In our effort to raise the living Standard of our beloved people, in our endeavour to bring prosperity to our country, the feeling of cooperation and understanding has always characterized our people.
A special case is the recent development in certain provinces where the people are seen voluntarily raising funds to build schools, clinics, roads and similar other projects. What can give one more pleasure than to see such a measure of self-help in one's life time, for the prosperity and progress of his own country? Let every citizen of our empire strive hard to strengthen this espirit de corps everywhere.
We entrust the spirit of good-will to our people to work diligently and cooperatively in order to arrive at the realization of this socioeconomic development that has been launched by either our government or our people. You have a rich land that yields a variety of products, do not be contented with the satisfaction of your bare needs but instead, cultivate your land among others with oleogenous plants, the seeds of which you can export for your greater benefit. Use the forest woods to make furniture and implements and exchange them for money. Your workmanship will be a monument to your name.
One should realize that thriftiness is the basis for the accumulation of wealth and the economic growth of a nation. One seldom minimizes the value of money earned by the sweat of the brow however small it may be, but for the extravagant even a huge amount of money is worthless.
The co-operative movement has long been known throughout the world, and we Ourself have on numerous occasions urged Our people to join increasingly in cooperative enterprises.
Co-operatives must, ultimately, play a highly important role in the growth of our economy, and no time can be lost in availing ourselves of the benefits to be derived from therm During the past year, we decided upon a programme designed to provide specific encouragement to the creation of agricultural co-operatives, and a number of Government-sponsored co-operatives, farms have been established by Our Ministry of National Community Development. We have provided lands, agricultural machinery and expert assistance to these farms and we entertain high hopes that their success will spur Our people to embark increasingly upon co-operative endeavours. Should Our people fail to avail themselves of this opportunity, the consequences will be regrettable indeed.
Community Development
The fundamental purpose of a community development movement is to teach the rural people of Our Empire that through cooperative self-help and a united approach to common problems, the vast potential for their own self-improvement which they themselves represent, can be translated into effective programmes which can do much to improve their standard of living.
Social Development
Lasting progress can only be built on deep and enduring foundations. When a solid foundation is laid, if the mason is able and his materials good, a strong house can be built.
To develop oneself, one has to develop one's own initiative and perseverance - a man has to strive in order to grow. Let us work out our own programmes in all fields - political, economic, social and military. Man's contributions which live to influence the life and progress of posterity, are the most permanent monuments that can ever be created. We must become increasingly willing to analyze our efforts, to experiment, to admit our failures as we take pride in our successes.
We cannot be worried about what is initially not in our control in the first place. To be annoyed and frustrated is quite ridiculous because we do not have control. This is an egotistic idea of the the human being having control of the soul and spirit which is one. The soul I believe to be the core of the spirit. No such things as bad souls. So bad spirits are those caught astray. The fact that we do become annoyed and frustrated when we think things are not going our way..( the notion of our way is silly) the way is collective....the individual is still the collective. The annoyance shows us still how small our problems and wants are...how much control we actually do not have.
Do not let your spirit lie in negativity. Be free. But cautiously notice that freedom comes restrictions. There are no limitations when freedom has been taken place but the restrictions occur when you decide rightfully to stay on one plane of the energy pole....positivity. Restrict yourself strictly from negativity of things for yourself and all else will fall in place when it comes to others.
Vexation of spirit is a waste of time Negative thinking don't you waste your thoughts Verbal conflict is a waste of word Physical conflict is a waste of flesh People will always be who they want And that's what really makes to world go round Unconditional love is scarce
'Till shiloh I shall not forsake thee Now and forever more, forever more, forever more, YEAH
You see, you gave preciuos life to me So I live my life for you.... you.. You see, you've always been there for me And so I'll be there for you..... you...
'Till shiloh I shall not forsake thee
Bless your eyes and may your days be long May you rise on the morning When his kingdome come Good deeds aren't remembered in the hearts od men
'Till shiloh I shall not forsake thee Now and forever more, forever more, forever more
You see, you've always had faith in me And so I'll have faith in you.... you... You've always been there for me And so I'll be there for you.... you... You've always been good to me Even when I'm not good to myself You've always been fair to me Even when I'm not fair to myself You've always done right by me So I'll do right by you.... you...
'Till shiloh I shall not forsake thee
You've always been there for me mama And so I'll be there for you papa You've always been fair to me brother And so I'llbe fair to you sister You've always had faith in me And so I'll have faith in you.... you... You've always been good to me You've always been kind to me You've always stood up for me You've always been there for me You've always been.... oooooohh You've always been.... oooooohh You've always did care for me... yeh You always did share with me.... yeh You always been true to me And so I'll be true to you...
Will be happily collecting some next week =]
I saw some in the Farmer's Market but I didn't get =[
but no worries.....soon come =D
Hey don't save your kisses - just pass 'em around You'll find my reason - is logically sound Who's gonna know that you past them around A hundred years from today And why crave a penthouse - that's fit for a queen You're nearer heaven - on mamma Earth's green If you had millions - what would they all mean One hundred years from today
You’re gonna be the death of me
I don’t want you, but I need you,
I love you and hate you at the very same time
See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that’s what the virgin says
We’ve been generally warned, that’s what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency
And she claim she only with me for the currency,
You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery
And i was too proud to admit that it was hurting me
I’d never do that to you, at least purposely
We breaking up again
We making up again
But we don’t love no more
I guess we fucking then
Have you ever felt you ever want to kill her?
And you mixed them emotions with Tequila?
And you mix that with a little bad advice
On one of them bad nights y’all have a bad fight
And you talkin about her family her aunts and shit
And she say motherfucker your mama’s a bitch
You know domestic drama and shit
All the attitude
I’ll never hit a girl but I’ll shake the shit out of you
But I’ma be the bigger man
Big pimpin’ like Jigga man.
Oh, I guess I figure it’s
Bittersweeeeet,
You’re gonna be the death of me
I don’t want you, but I need you,
I love you and hate you at the very same time
See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that’s what the virgin says
We’ve been generally warned, that’s what the surgeon says
God talk to me now, this is an emergency
And my n-ggas said I shouldn’t let it worry me
I need to focus on the girls we getting currently
But I been thinking and it got me back to sinking and this relationship it even got me back to drinkin and this Hennessy
Is gonna be the death of me
And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny
But I cant even vibe with you sexually
Cuz everytime that I try you will question me
Saying you fucking them girls disrespecting me?
You don’t see how your lies is affecting me
You don’t see how life was suppose to be
And I never let a n-gga get that close to me
And you ain’t cracked up to what you was suppose to be
You always gone you always be were them hoes will be
And this the first time she ever spilled her soul to me
I fucked up and I know it G
I guess it’s bittersweet poetry…
I hope you are satisfied ignorant to the fact that I am up waiting- and praying silently hoping that you're thinking about me. If I could just think of one thing other than you I would but I can't the truth of the matter was that I mean the truth of the matter is this is the one time I was knocked off my beam of justice and love and how how could they say all is fair in love and war when this fight was not equally balanced my strength became weak at the the weeks it takes for you to just respond and say hi whats up hows it going and even then thats not enough because for you it doesn't feel like it matters and maybe I should move on and stop singing this same old sad love song.....
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Young cat, if you keep your eyes open enough, oh, the stuff you would learn! The most wonderful stuff!
Promise Nothing
Just do what you most enjoy doing.
Hidden benefit: You will always over-deliver.
Offer Nothing
Just share what you have with those who express an interest in it.
Hidden benefit: Takes the pressure off of wanting other people to see you as valuable or important.
Expect Nothing
Just enjoy what you already have. It’s plenty.
Hidden benefit: You will realize how complete your life is already.
Need Nothing
Just build up your reserves and your needs will disappear.
Hidden benefit: You boundaries will be extended and filled with space.
Create Nothing
Just respond well to what comes to you.
Hidden benefit: Openness.
Hype Nothing
Just let quality sell by itself.
Hidden benefit: Trustability.
Plan Nothing
Just take the path of least resistance.
Hidden benefit: Achievement will become effortless.
Learn Nothing
Just let your body absorb it all on your behalf.
Hidden benefit: You will become more receptive to what you need to know in the moment.
Become No One
Just be more of yourself.
Hidden benefit: Authenticity.
Change Nothing
Just tell the truth and things will change by themselves.
Hidden benefit: Acceptance
Dreams
Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.
Word to Big Bird.
Ras.
"These are no attempts to captivate or push away...man, I don't even have NOTHING to say"
i'm ready to end some suffering, so i'm getting rid of desire. and i'm ready to be enlightened so i'm going higher.
aroundtheworld***lovingkids***livingdreams
sometimes it takes the death of others to inspire you to start living ...make it happen
A young Black African in American yearning to travel and just lay. She loves love and peace. Blessed at all times. May come off as a shock or even predictable, give her a chance...you might fly with her.
