So Its This Girl Right...

Yeah so it was this girl right who absolutely blew my mind...She has a birthday on September 28th 1991 and shes so light skin because shes shines...yeah I know I be pimpin =] but

its something about Jasmyn.

When I met Jasmyn Simone my life had gone higher. Jasmyn is such a great friend but too much of an Extraordinary person and thats only because she loves and lives for the simple and real things. To be grounded and stand firm and speak up for yourself and to carry weight on your shoulders all the while getting some bomb grades at Spizzy Spelman.? Superwoman? No Jazzy Jigga J. I love her. I hope and I know she knows. I wouldn't trade her for anything. She reminds me of living life and having fun. She brings me back to reality when REALTY be trying to sell me out of my dreams.

I love her. All of her.The guy that finally grabs her heart better grab it quick and hold on tight but softly because shes precious (no pun! lol cause she think she really Precious!)*

So this year and the rest of our lives lets just ride it out....bumps...hills....and smooth pavement...

I got gas<3

A Reminder.

I would like to say that I first and foremost am Shapel.

Now that the air is cleared there I would like to continue to say that I have been thinking about getting a full arm sleeve or my whole side tattooed.

I still dislike tattoos. Always Have and Probably Always Will.

But...

This tattoo has been on my mind for some time...it will be so MEANINGFUL.

I had been through the typical questions about getting tattoos like these..

Would I like it when I'm 80....will I even see 80?

Can I marry(if I marry) someone with a tattoo like that....can someone accept me outside of physical?

I stopped asking the question of can I get a job with a tattoo like that and changed the question

would someone like Shapel honestly want to work for a place that wants me solely on the means of my physical ...I feel like they wouldn't hire me if I was born a certain way...

So six months to a year, the decision will be made.

Saving and much much contemplation begins ...along with consultation.

Washed Out - Feel it all around

Nappy Time.

Lauryn Hill - Repercussions (Original)

Shapel goes DMV: Thank You.

No matter how negative things may seem...people enter my life and remind me that not only am I Blessed but Life still remains..Beautiful.

I love you all

& I am going to miss seeing you Khalifah and I wish I got to meet you Idris *<3

all my life i have always asked for opinions ...and finally i think i realize that i can actually care less...everyday i realize the sand in the timer is ticking away...opinions are nice i suppose but the problem is that people are too opinionated and truly are hard to be neutral...i guess people must be biased?

Noun

1.

khalifah - the civil and religious leader of a Muslim state considered to be a representative of Allah on earth; "many radical Muslims believe a Khalifah will unite all Islamic lands and people and subjugate the rest of the world"

I must be very nervous and having a bad intuition about something...I just bit my whole right thumbnail off...and it hurts bad.
I got rid of this habit eons ago:/

boats and rocks but looka head for dem' icebergs

They say take nothing for granted especially things that are handed. But I don't know how I feel about the Sun not rising every morning or all the oxygen being sucked out of the Earth ...to overstand this statement I'm reading a book that I had for years, Zen Living. Its a good read...right now I have reached the section discussing expectations. How expectations limit possibilities and even hinder your standard of living , it makes sense, in a sense. Expectations are like stereotypes...instead of applying a situation to everything that happens in your future just take heed and simply leave an incident as that...just an incident.

I'm on my way to DC. This ChinaBus is o.d chill. The sunset is really comforting .. 2 days that will enhance the meaning of life and love. Banging in my ear is The Field by the Sound Providers, a beautiful hip-hop classic smooth melody. I know God has to be proud of me...I'm not afraid of death anymore. But pain...that's another story...I'm still trying to turn pain and pleasure into synonyms.


Peace&Blessings*

Nas One Love HD

Love is four letters and Life is in four seasons.

Have you thought about diving into a sea of fire in hopes to cleanse your soul...i have.

The present is a point just passed. -D.
Russell

True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to
surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever
cost.
- Arthur Ashe

I didn't mean to be happy...

JM*

Ralph Lauren is in My Bloodstream-Vice